Sunday, November 16, 2008

What Them Girls Like

I do know what girls like and I'm pretty sure it's Damian. Well he is the cutest guy guy in class so that would explain a lot. Oh, did I mention he has a girlfriend. And I know what you are thinking to: Girl goes to new school, Girl sees Guy, Guy dumps girlfriend, Girl gets Guy, and a happy ending.

We all know how crushes go. There not very easy and in fact they are one of my most hated things. You find a cute guy/girl and soon all you can think about is that person and all you want is him or her. The crush turns into what you think is love and you hunger and thirst for that person. Then your innards burn when you can't have that person. Soon your dreams will be filled with him/her and it'll hurt even more to wake when everything is wrong. And you just want that person to remember you, smile at you, laugh at your jokes, and most of all be with you. Then we'll wish this never happen but it always happens again.

Trust me, I've tried to keep from liking Damian but it's so very hard. When he smiles at me it's brighter than the sun to me. I even like it when he makes fun of the Miami Dolphins because it reminds me he remembers me and cares enough to say so just to bug me. I wanna be the girl that will make him say "Why did I look at anyone else?". He could slit my throat and I would apologize for bleeding on his shirt. I drown in his chocolate colored eyes when we talk I write millions of songs and poems just for him.

"My nightmare begins when i wake up
and realize you're not my boyfriend
and i wonder what can i do
just to get rid of you

You caught my eye
and i thought i'd die
figure i'd curl in a ball
and i stood proud and tall

Then you went and hugged her
told her you loved her coat with the fur
i'd give up so much to be with you
shall i give you a little clue?"


"But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain
And i'm on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you're looking for
Has been here the whole time

Thursday, November 13, 2008

In Wich I Make A Entrance

So, let me welcome you to my blog. In which i tell the tale of my not so incredible life with my extraordinary wits and shining personality. Soon my blog will become a hit and publishers will be at my door begging to make this into a novel. I don't really care about fame and fortune; though it wouldn't hurt. I do aspire to be an author though.

I suppose i'll tell you what you will have to endure if continue to read my blog. You ,my dear reader, will get to enjoy my tales of my lovely, but hopelessly one sided, romantic relationship with my fellow classmate, lack of social life, witty sarcasm, and let's not forget my family.
I hope that you can't wait to see when i laugh or when i cry. You get to enjoy the vivid descriptions of my crush's girlfriend. And lastly my poems. I guess i'll leave you here with one of my poems.

"Alone in my bed
with you in my head
thoughts running in my mind
to see what i might find

Wish i could tell myself
to put you on my shelf
i need to forget you
and my heart too

I was left in the cold
wish i could forget it and fold
i can't stand this game
or you and your stupid name

So I'm gone, I'm going
give me a boat and i'll start rowing
stay with your girlfriend
I've got a heart to mend

She says "Don't love, Don't cry"
Atleast i have a reason why
yet your at my door
everyday around four."

- "Untitled"

Cj aka The Dreamer